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May 4Liked by A. Wilder Westgate

I'm so glad you found so many reasons to get out of bed. I totally get needing to will yourself out of bed by any means necessary and some of your reasons made me smile. Sending more love for the medication journey ahead!

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Thank you! Still trying to figure things out, but also still hopeful. 🧡

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I am right there with you. I don't have the small children anymore but I have to get up because I still have to run my household (and I do have the dogs that will make me get up!) and I can function well enough but WANTING to get up...that's another story. Thank you for sharing your list. Kind of like a gratitude journal in reverse - anticipatory gratitude!

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Yes! Anticipatory gratitude is a great way to describe it.

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I really love this list. :)

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Thank you for reading! 😊

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Apr 24Liked by A. Wilder Westgate

Thanks for sharing the way in which you reframed for yourself having to get up, it struck me as a shift from push to pull (such a great list of reasons to get up). In sharing this, you're modeling gentleness and self-compassion, while at the same time not denying your feelings...a radical act (not to mention delicate balancing act) in our culture of disembodiment & self abandonment. It's inspiring <3

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Thank you so much, Keith! It definitely is a balancing act (and I'm not always very good at it).

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Apr 24Liked by A. Wilder Westgate

"The hardest part is showing up." - Unknown

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